"There is something that's inside skateboarders that constantly drives them to do new things and to overcome things: this like its me against them attitude that you get. You are not making a bunch of compromises to fulfill another's idea of what you need be. The motivation is something different. The motivation is being something that you do to being something that you are."
It's a laughably cheezy thing to say and said completely tongue-in-cheek and said to make fun of skaters and their followers, but it made me think. My brain began wandering around like it does, neurons firing away through memories, visions, insecurities, and ideas. I had to stop watching the movie, so that I could explore where my thoughts were going. Something clicked at that moment and I had to start writing. At some point I just realized that skateboarding fits me like nothing else. It just clicked like a piece of broken china that seamlessly fits together with a tiny dot of super glue.Why do I love skateboarding so much? How is it that I am 40 years old and still love it so much? I may be a masochist and a loser, but it is so much more than that. It's as if nothing else even comes close to itching the insides of my brain. Riding that stupid little board with four wheels has been a life long commitment. Kind of nuts.
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